Im tired

I'm tired pretending I'm okay when I'm not.
I'm tired faking smile when all I wanna do is cry.
I'm tired pretending I can live without you, when actually I'm dying without you.
I'm tired pretending I can laugh with my friends when I know i can't.
I'm tired pretending I have a perfect life when my life is mess.
I'm tired believing I can when I cant.
I'm just tired becoming someone else who isn't me.........</3